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[sparkysparky]

I am a horrible person. No, it's true. No use denying it, I am a horrible person. There's this lady who comes into the bookstore that my mother owns and tonight she was talking to me about a book she was reading to cure cancer and how it's about all these poisionous things in every day items taht cause cancer and all that, and all I can do is think, "OMG, if this lady doesn't stop talking, I am going to scream". And that made me feel guilty because she obviously has no family or friends and we are the only friendly contact she has, but I was getting SO fed up and I just wanted her to stop talking.

And that made me think, when did I get to be such a bitch? It used to be taht I didn't mind talking to people about god knows what just because I knew they needed a little kindness. But recently I've been noticing I have a lower tolerance for "annoying" people.

So, yes, I am a horrible horrible bitch. I guess it's just something I've got to learn to live with or get over.

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[sparkysparky.livejournal.com]

Thanks hon! Rationally i know that everyone has those thoughts, but, still, it makes me feel bad mostly becuase I know she doesn't know she's annoying, lol. And I only told her to her face that she was annoying in my head. So, I don't think that counts.